You don't have to. [ she shrugs a little ] Even if it was something to do with this place, if you don't want to forgive anyone involved, then you can. You can't just turn off being mad about something because circumstances.
... I don't know. [ it's her reflexive answer, though she does seem to mull it over for a bit ] I'm not... good at the whole letting go thing. Even if I knew it wasn't their fault, I'd probably still want to hurt whoever did it. But I don't really care about whether stuff I do is right or not, either, so...
"Right" or "wrong"... that kind of thinking is too human for me, most of the time.
[Not always--there are some things he knows he can't do, but those are all relevant to their home, and their duty. Things like morality aren't often concerns for spirits of weapons.]
There probably is a right or wrong way for a lot of stuff? But even that depends on the person and circumstance, not anything that's hardcore set in stone. [ Complicated. ] It's about the right and wrong ways for yourself and how you live in the world, I think.
...I don't know a lot about humans, outside of the Shinsengumi. [Who are their own unique group of individuals--outliers, really.] But from what I do know... it's just what each person believes. Everyone thinks they're right, most of the time. It's just... choice.
Yeah. Even with super long lifespans, I don't know if that'd change. There's some things that are just hard to unlearn. Like... thinking your point of view is the right one always.
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Yeah. [...] Do you think Kazuma was right, last week? About... Ryunosuke, not being himself?
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[He doesn't know. He looks down at his feet.]
I don't know. I want to know what happened, but at the same time, I don't care.
[He doesn't know what he's feeling, really. There are too many emotions swirling in his chest right now.]
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Because it won't change that it happened at all? Knowing the why won't make it suck less.
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Eventually--]
...What would you do, if it were you? [Or if it is her--he doesn't know how close Marceline might've been to Buzen, or 9S for that matter.]
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[ maybe don't follow in her footsteps ]
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"Right" or "wrong"... that kind of thinking is too human for me, most of the time.
[Not always--there are some things he knows he can't do, but those are all relevant to their home, and their duty. Things like morality aren't often concerns for spirits of weapons.]
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Mm. There will always be wars to fight.
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He sighs, rubbing at his chest, right over his heart.]
I thought I was learning. But it's still... this still feels like a burden.
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[ she figures both might still be. new enough. ]
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I meant these hearts, but... both, maybe.
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